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Bookmarks for November 17th through November 18th

These are my links for November 17th through November 18th:

There for you

It was, quite possibly, the last sunny day of the season. I woke sixish, immediately registering the throbbing in my head. The nausea. Not again.

Another day down the drain. I don’t know how much of my life is lost to this affliction, but it’s a lot. What a waste.

As the hours pass, the light became unbearable. I fetch a bucket from the kitchen, fill it with a layer of water – something learned in early childhood, I’ve always been a proficient vomiter. On my way back I pick up my mobile phone. Cross-eyed, I tap a few lines, send off text messages with no regard for the early hour in his part of the world. My inner-bitch wants mankind to suffer like I do.

I’m sure I’ve woken him, or disturbed a quiet breakfast. We ‘talk’ in brief spurts for while before he says he’ll ring me ‘in a few hours’. When the cafeine kicks in.

Later, still prone, but bucket unused, I take his call. I’m surprised by the sound of my own voice. I sound small.

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